Is it stupid of me to still care about you? I feel like no matter what I still think about you every day. Its been a long time now and I think that it should be a lot easier to get through the day without you slipping in once or twice. Worse yet, thinking about trying to date again just makes me anxious and angry. I’m stuck here at home and there is no end to that in sight, it just makes me sad and makes me long for the past, long for the time when I had my own place and the freedom to see you.
I guess what I’m really saying is that I long to feel happy, like genuine, full on, no worries happiness. You helped that a lot, but I know I can get there without you again, its just hard thinking of another way...

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