I tried, I came back But I was there always with you… I thought I felt you calling me, you need me, I came back.. I felt in your messages, you want more, I came closer I heard you thoughts, come and hold me in your arms, I came & I was outside… I feel you now, I came stronger in love, I just don’t understand why did you do that and threw me back. I tried to tell u all, I tried for you U to tell me all, But you threw it all back... I came to fix you, fix us and now I am left all broken….! I just feel I can’t forgive U, I feel so much hurt of this and I am angry at myself for saying all and then listen to your all Un-reactive response I got from U in the previous days... Whilst I am writting I can feel you thinking of me, I won’t come back for nothing, I wait for you to come back with something or its nothing.. I wish you would’ve have let me in yesterday night and things would have been different, I know it would…. You blew it…. Now here you are back to your laptop re
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I believe you… I believe how much you love me.. But U cn't think how much I love you, do you not know every single morning I think of you, every night I think of you.. The pain I feel daily, I have lost my sleeps over you, I have become ill over this… I wanted you always and I was the one talking about future all time… Why would I ? And why am I still here ? Everyday I wait and wait for you to stay and say something positive but instead U didn't come… I have tried but U shut me down.. I think you are so unfair for how you go about things, when I read your messages I would rather hear form your sweet voice whilst I am in your arms and talk about future. I have always asked you what makes you happy, ever once you asked me …….. How U want life, how U see future etc Look I am not perfect, yes you are right about some of the things but I love you, I was compromising with you all time, putting U in forward before all. Yes I maybe still making mistakes but I needed yo
I always hated to admit this time would come. I hated to admit that I couldn’t have exactly everything I wanted. That not everything works out. Unfortunately, this time means heartbreak. I fell in love with one of the most beautiful person in this world, inside and out. I knew she was going to become someone special when we were lying on our backs in pitch blue, under flickering lights meant to illuminate your face with the most delicate reflections. At that moment I stopped thinking. My mind was completely blank in peace as I reached for her hand. The instant feel of her hand on mine gave me a thrill through my body. As time progressed we became more attracted to each other. How the other person thought about the world, the way the other person chose to live life, the passion within us. We spent afternoon in the campus and late nights on bed with long talks. Our conversation flowed naturally, our laughter in tandem, our kisses in perfect tempo. Before I could even stop mysel
My precious Girl, I chose this wonderful moment that life gives me to express all the immense love I feel for you. To know? You're the prettiest girl in my eyes have seen and the truth is that since I met you I have not stopped for a moment thinking about you. You have made me truly believe that love exists. You may not believe everything I write so I want to give me the opportunity to show you what my heart feels for you this time and are defined with one word: love. But not an ordinary love but a love pure and full of feelings. Lovely I want these words carry in the depths of your heart and know that there is someone on this earth that loves you, wants you and loves you with all the force of his being. Thanks for being so special, you are more beautiful and more beautiful than a beautiful flower. My eyes long to see you, my arms embrace you, my heart and my lips kiss love you princess. Take care pretty girl, I hope that God continue to bless you and give you all
Damn it. I always think I’m fine. Everytime we spend a few days apart I’m sure that I’m ready to just be friends. Then I see you and it’s all out the window and its dreams and its biting my lip and its wishing and what ifing and its a freaking mess is what it is... Because I’m taken., And you’re taken., And I’m not an idiot I know how much i'm in Love with you... And I want our relationship to be wonderful and happy and everything it should be. Because I love you... But I can feel you. Its the most bizarre connection like through space I have this awareness of you. When I pick up my phone I can tell before looking if there’s a message from you. I think about you when I wake up, primarily because I’ve been dreaming about you all night. I think about you before I go to sleep because I’m hoping to dream about you again. And I’m dwelling on something that will never be real. And I’m aching for something that shouldnt and doesnt exist. And I’m trying to feel for the one that I’m with t
Today when I woke up and looking at the sky I realized that you really need me and I can not live without you, nor you, is something I feel very bad because the think that I'll not have you, or kiss or feel your breath, my heart is filled with loneliness and I am afraid I am filled with fear, but what I fear most is being with you and you make me suffer once again. Ours was so wonderful, and we were very happy the two, but gradually it began to fade, to sink into nothingness. And today I find myself in an abyss, I am left alone, and I see everything and changed what was once a dream, spring and flowers, now all was total desolation, sometimes not as warning of what can happen in the future, if I knew that one day going to let me into oblivion, I never would have fallen in love with you, but how to stop what the heart feels? I do not know .... Maybe if I knew I had stopped for no pain, but especially not to suffer as you are suffering now. For without our light Tell me if you
In your arms, I was flying but one day my wings that courts with your lies and your hypocrisy, you made me feel important when really meant nothing to you... You made me feel wanted when all they really demonstrated was hurt, made me feel wanted when in fact you gave me only crumbs of affection I with the hunger of my heart accepted with deep joy ... every day you left for me while doing essential that your you take all of my being ... arrived on time and not live without a k iss from you, a hug or just to have you caress my face looking at me with those eyes that I often expressed great things that were disappearing twist of fate and all the fine words and samples minimum or maximum affection but they left off. What a heartbreak............ It is hard to accept that ours completely changed ... it's hard to accept that your attention and your desires in the future and have nothing to do with me and now someone else has won your heart as I once did. The truth I do not know
It’s easy to understand why people believe others to be so mysterious. We have a difficult enough time understanding ourselves — so it’s really no surprise we find other people to be intricate riddles. People may be silly, clumsy, lazy and, sometimes, even foolish, but the decisions we make are conclusions of our logical reasoning. We could all do incredible things with our lives if we spent more time understanding and dissecting all the information available to us. While men seem to be more “straightforward,” girls aren’t enigmas, either. They aren’t insane or irrational. They aren’t any more of a mystery than any other person. Most men have such trouble understanding women because they can’t seem to understand what women believe to be most important. Either that or they just don’t take the time to understand what the woman they’re dating need. If it isn’t already obvious: Not all women want or need the same things. Men all have their personal preferences, too. Although,
Is it stupid of me to still care about you? I feel like no matter what I still think about you every day. Its been a long time now and I think that it should be a lot easier to get through the day without you slipping in once or twice. Worse yet, thinking about trying to date again just makes me anxious and angry. I’m stuck here at home and there is no end to that in sight, it just makes me sad and makes me long for the past, long for the time when I had my own place and the freedom to see you. I guess what I’m really saying is that I long to feel happy, like genuine, full on, no worries happiness. You helped that a lot, but I know I can get there without you again, its just hard thinking of another way...
I know it hurts. And I don’t know what else to say other than I’m sorry. I’m sorry for the sadness that paralyzes you; the sadness that makes you feel like you’re pushing yourself forward just to go through the motions. I am sorry for the pain that stings you, and makes you feel like I am pouring salt right onto your open wounds. I am sorry for the doubt that plagues you; the doubt that makes you feel like love is a risk that’s no longer worth taking. I feel like it’s my fault. I tried for a really long time to protect you; I built a wall as high as those that rise up around castles, strong and thick enough to keep a tempest of emotions at bay. I promised you that I would keep you safe, that I wouldn’t let harm come your way, that no one could get in unless we really wanted him to — unless we were ready. But how prepared could we have been? It happened all in the blink of an eye, and suddenly there was this new warmth to you, like cookies fresh out of the oven. Piece by p
My Dear Rose... My every waking moment, you entice my thoughts with sweet words and deeds. Hearing your voice brings peaceful comfort and a smile to my face at the mere thought of you. My heart beats for you alone, my darling! When our eyes locked for the very first time, you rendered me breathless. Now, with the same intense gaze, passionate warmth envelops my heart. As each moment passes us by, I feel myself drawn more closely to you. The memories we have shared thus far encompass only the beginning as many more will come. My heart soars blissfully when I am with you. In your absence, I close my eyes and dream of your close embrace, our fingers intertwined and your soft lips pressed against mine. Sweetheart, everything about you takes my breath away. Body, Mind, Heart and Soul - With you I am truly Whole. I love you.
Falling in love is a natural — some would even argue essential — process through which humans go. It’s something that we’re taught early in life. Our parents, peers and beloved Disney films have told us that it’s a great feeling to love and be loved. We’re always in search of this love. We mainly find it with family and friends. However, we’re always searching for that one great love, that one person who makes us feel complete: the soul mate. Some find one soul mate and only fall in love once; some fall in love two, three and four times. Others don’t fall in love at all. Essentially, finding love is society’s collective life goal, regardless of how successful we actually are in achieving it. When we do find that great love, every sensation becomes amplified. Your body becomes more sensitive, you feel every breath, and your emotions heighten. It’s exhilarating. Love becomes an intoxicating thirst that we will constantly crave until the end of our days. Even with this craving,
A love story is not a collection of perfect moments with a romantic beginning and a happy ending. It is about moments of insanity, moments of craziness, unreasonable fights, illogical arguments, crossing lines and putting up with out of the blue erratic mood swings.Being in love is not about feeling safe and feeling sure about the future. It’s about breaking you, shattering you, shuddering every single bone and pulsating every single nerve in our body and still making your bo nd stronger each day. It is about being vulnerable, uncertain , susceptible and still madly in love. So don’t fear love when it comes, simply because it makes you vulnerable and don’t be surprised when it leaves either. Just be glad you had the opportunity to experience it. It might last for a few minutes, few days, weeks, months or years and then it might surprise you and last you a lifetime...
I doubt that I’m alone in saying that I don’t like most people. I’m fairly certain that most people don’t like most people — which, when you think about it — is amusing and interesting in itself. The concepts of liking and disliking things is likewise interesting. You’d think that such a crucial process, a process that governs all of our decision-making, would be objectively measurable. It, however, isn’t. When we talk about liking or disliking something or someone, we don’t say that the individual is likable or dislikable. We don’t say that that something or someone is liked or disliked; we say “I” or “we” like or dislike that something or someone. By nature, to like or dislike is entirely subjective. The real question is: Why does this matter? It matters because what or whom we like or dislike reflects more about us than it does that something or someone under the microscope. Of course, we may believe that the reasons we have for liking or disliking something or someone wou
There is nothing in life that will make you stronger or screw you up more than heartbreak. I have only had my heart broken by one person in my life — and it was more than enough. Falling in love with someone isn’t only falling in love with an incredible person, a person you find to be one of the best people in the world. It’s also falling in love with the person you become when you’re with the one you love. Sometimes the person we love makes us want to be a person who isn’t especially great. But when your love does make you want to be a better person, what the two of you share has a real shot at lasting the test of time. Yet, there’s still more to it than just that. Falling in love is also falling in love with what you believe to be your future. Most often, losing this is what hurts the most. When you lose the love of your life, you lose a piece of yourself — the piece that holds you together. You lose the piece of you that makes you the good person you’ve become; you lose th
Loving someone is one of the most vulnerable positions in which you can be. You open your heart to another person and your best wish is for her to love you in return. Unfortunately, life is not a Nicholas Sparks movie; love isn’t always reciprocated, and it doesn’t always end in a happily ever after. I had to learn this hard truth, and chances are, you’re reading this because you have, too. Sometimes, love isn’t a feeling you force upon yourself; it just happens. When you start to spend more time with another human being, you expose yourself to whom she is — all the idiosyncrasies, past experiences, what makes her happy or sad, dreams and ambitions in life, flaws and the depths of her heart. And you, in return, divulge your deepest secrets and desires. They know what it takes to make you laugh or feel special, and you build new memories together that make any torment of the past that much easier to bear. It makes you feel hopeful, and before you know it, you’re in love. I
LOVE is the best teacher. From it, you will learn more than you could possibly ever learn in a classroom or from a book. The reason for this is rather simple — we feel more when we’re in love. Human beings learn through their senses as well as through the way they process and interpret the information taken in by those senses. When we find ourselves in love, the chemicals released by our brains paired with the emotional sensations we experience allow us to experience life in hyperdrive. We feel more alive and take in more of the world around us. Being in love is the greatest high on the planet. It’s the most natural of highs, as it’s produced by our own bodies, as well as being the longest lasting high on the planet. It increases our senses and allows us to both take in more information and process that information under a more positive light. Our imaginations tend to get the best of us when we’re in love, creating alternative realities where our fantasies are born. Love he